1. |
Addicted
02:11
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I'm addicted to the way that it feels
When you walk away.
I'm addicted to the way
You forget my face.
I know you'd be better of with me
But you don't even wanna talk to me.
I'm addicted to the way that it feels
When you walk away.
I'm addicted to the way that it feels
When you look away.
I'm addicted to the way
You forget my name.
I think of us like friends in a weird way.
Is that ok?
I'm' addicted to the way that it feels
When you forget my name.
I saw you Saturday night
At the mall with all your friends.
I thought that I'd say "hi"
But decided against it.
Yeah - It's fair to say that I'm afraid
Of breaking our routine.
You know what I mean?
I'm addicted to the way that it feels
When you walk away.
I'm addicted to the way
You forget my face.
I know you'd be better of with me
But you don't even wanna talk to me.
I'm addicted to the way that it feels
When you walk away.
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2. |
Voicemail
02:21
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Pick up the phone
I'm tired of leaving you voicemail.
After all of these messages
I'm still not sure you're aware.
I can't believe you think
This is how you can treat people.
If it's just me, while I get it,
I think that's unfair.
Pick up the phone.
I know you're home.
Pick up the phone
I'm tired of leaving you voicemail.
If the sound of my voice gets
Annoying I dont even care.
I gotta know:
Is this how you treat other people?
This will not be
The last time I'm calling.
I swear.
Pick up the phone.
I know you're home.
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3. |
Calling You Back
02:57
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I'm at a payphone now.
Don't ask me where I found one though.
I know I said I'd keep in touch.
I'm sorry. I spaced.
I feel alone right now.
Even in this crowded space.
I just called to tell you that:
I'm missing your face.
This is me calling you back.
I'm sorry that it took so long.
I'm sorry for all the missed calls.
I admit that I'm awful.
This is me calling you back.
I'm sorry that it took so long.
I just miss you though.
Yeah I want you to know that.
It's all the same.
Nothing has changed.
It's just familiar faces in
All the old places.
I'm feeling out of touch.
Like I've been in outer space.
I just called to tell you that:
I'm missing your face.
This is me calling you back.
I'm sorry that it took so long.
I'm sorry for all the missed calls.
I admit that I'm awful.
This is me calling you back.
I'm sorry that it took so long.
I just miss you though.
Yeah I want you to know that.
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4. |
pls rspnd
02:16
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I was scrolling through your Instagram
And thought that I might
DM and say "hi".
I think that you're beautiful.
I hope that's alright.
Do you mind if I ask what you're doin
Tonight? Or the rest of my life?
Don't leave me on read.
Believe me I'm ready for that.
You know How I'll react. I will
Ask you for pics I will
Show you my dick.
Please respond
Cause I'm sad and I'm angry.
I can't take rejection.
I need your affection.
Respond
Cause I'm sad and I'm angry.
I can't take rejection.
I need your affection.
It's hard. Oh it's hard.
Being desperate and lonely
I feel like you owe me.
I liked all your pics
And I showed you my dick.
Please respond.
I was scrolling through your feed again
Wondering where you have been.
The last time you posted
Was 4 days ago.
I'm concerned as a friend.
Can I show you these pictures?
I hope you don't mind.
And a graphic description
Of what's on my mind right now.
I'm hard up for pics can I
Show you my dick?
Please respond
Cause I'm sad and I'm angry.
I can't take rejection.
I need your affection.
Respond
Cause I'm sad and I'm angry.
I can't take rejection.
I need your affection.
It's hard. Oh it's hard.
Being desperate and lonely
I feel like you owe me.
I liked all your pics
And I showed you my dick.
Please respond.
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5. |
Everybody Loses It
03:08
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Please pick up the phone.
I just wanna know that there's
Someone on the other end.
Cause I've been so alone
For way too long and I just wanna
Hear from a friend.
Everybody loses it.
Sometimes.
yeah everybody loses it.
Sometimes.
Sometimes. Don't I know.
Please tell me you're home.
I just wanna know the way
It feels to see you again.
Cause I've been feelin low
For way too long and I just wanna
Feel your high again.
Everybody loses it.
Sometimes.
yeah everybody loses it.
Sometimes.
Sometimes. Don't I know.
You gotta stay sane.
Whatever that means.
Whatever it takes.
You gotta stay sane.
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6. |
Short-Handled Shovels
03:32
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I wake up
In a daze
Like I have been for days.
Not sure if I'm dreaming.
I'm not doubting that I'm dead.
This coffee's stale and old
I'd go outside but's too damn cold and
I think I'll just go back to bed.
Would you wake me up when
All of this is over?
Can you hear it now?
The sound of the search boats coming.
I hope they find me out
In this foxhole that I
Dug for myself.
So deep to protect me.
Too deep to get back out.
Shut the door.
Come inside.
We can talk.
Have a drink if you like
I don't care.
Don't take to heart if I
Frown or if I sigh.
It's only out of jealousy
I swear.
Can you hear it now?
The sound of the search boats coming.
I hope they find me out
In this foxhole that I
Dug for myself.
So deep to protect me.
Too deep to get back out.
I wake up.
In a daze.
Like I have been for days.
Not sure if I'm dreaming
Not doubting that I'm dead
But if I'm dead
What's the difference?
No one's missing
My existence?
Am I right?
Or am I wrong?
Does it matter in the long-run?
Someone told me this gets easier
The second time around.
Well lets find out
If they were right.
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7. |
Pills
02:18
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Everyday I take these pills
So I can be myself.
Sometimes I get so ill
But you could never tell.
Sometimes I can't sit still.
That's why I take these pills.
Everyday I take these pills
So I can go outside.
Some people make me sick.
Sometimes I don't feel right.
Sometimes I get the chills.
It's why I take these pills.
All this medication I've been takin
Must be getting to my brain.
Because lately, if I'm honest
I feel pretty much OK.
They have figured me out.
I feel nothing at all now.
Everyday I take these pills
So I can get some sleep.
Sometimes I can't stop talking to myself
And the rabbithole gets too deep.
Sometimes I need to chill.
That's why I take these pills.
All this medication I've been takin
Must be getting to my brain.
Because lately, if I'm honest
I feel pretty much OK.
They have figured me out.
I feel nothing at all now.
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8. |
A Place Like This
02:25
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I don't wanna get old
In a place like this.
I can't handle myself
When I get like this.
I just gotta get out
So bad it's makin me itch.
I don't wanna get old
In a place like this.
I don't wanna be tired.
But I'm tired as shit.
Yeah I'm trying my best but
I'm losing my grip.
I wish I wasn't too broke
To just call it quits.
Cause I don't wanna get old
In a place like this.
I don't have
Any more
Energy for this place.
This is my two week notice.
I got a way out.
I don't wanna burn out
In a place like this.
Yeah I'm dying to get out
And my way out does exist
I think it's time that I swing
Even if I miss
I don't wanna get old
In a place like this.
I'm sorry
You feel like
This is me bailing on you.
But if I
Don't do this
I'm only bailing on myself.
I'm sorry
You feel like
This is me bailing on you.
But if I don't do this I'm
Letting myself down.
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